RAEVILLE

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I'm angry, and I'm going to make a list describing my frustration for everything.

I hate...

how all my friends who I dearly miss are too busy to talk to me.
how no one is listening to me.
the fact that I can't decide what is more important to me: my love for music or photography?
John Howard or the fucker who increased interest rates, making it AUD$1 approximately equivalent to RM3.20.
the Indian Embassy for not knowing how to organise a fucking embassy in Sydney.
how my digital camera screen is broken.
the fact that I don't deserve to own a new guitar because I'm not good enough.
going out because that means putting on something nice to wear.
the person who has rented out 24's season 2 Disc 1 and 2 before me.
going out for dinner with mum's friends. They talk to me like a fucking child when I don't do or say anything to demonstrate such a thing.
how my hair looks right now. I want a fucking haircut.
how I can't drive around by myself since my mum is always complaining about driving alot.
how I can't change the way I dress.
how I am continuously judged as a fucking 12 year old by the way I dress.
how I don't have clothes that make me look my age, and my gender.
how women have periods and men don't.
TODAY. IT SUCKS FUCKING BALLS BECAUSE THERE'S NOTHING TO FUCKING DO.

My noodles are getting cold. I didn't even ask for any and my mum made it anyway. Fuck everything.

Cheers.

& turned on the lights; 12:58

about me.

raelene. rae. roro.
eighteen years.
malaysian.
completed her final year of school at st caths, sydney.
is a musician, photographer and aspiring designer.
loves travelling, art, music, great food, clear blue skies, writing and ice-cream.
enjoys drowning in music, strumming random chords on the guitar, playing tennis,
finger-bashing it out on a game console and a bowl of curry laksa.
despises bad traffic, girls with long and fair faces with large contact-lensed eyes, bad food, mascara goop, hard pillows and hard beds.

raeville.

RAEVILLE came about some time in the year of 2001. or 2002. it's been so long that i've forgotten already.
it all started here (i doubt the link works anymore though), in a dodgy little blog page. then it moved to here. a year later, and we moved to better things, namely blogspot.

ps. raeville is best viewed on mozilla firefox. just because it's better :)

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